I could deal with all of it if it wasn’t for the fact that she actually complained about me to my boss. I put almost everything in writing to her because she forgets when I talk to her, or she flat out ignores me when I talk to her… texting, reading emails, responding to emails, all rather than paying attention to what I’m saying. titles behind her name) she gets, the more arrogant she gets. We’ve worked together for 5 years and the more power (i.e. I can’t even pinpoint what her problem is with me, but she is forgetful, absent-minded, unorganized, a slacker, arrogant, and completely rude towards me. She is not my boss, but she has input on my review. I’m having a difficult time dealing with a co-worker. In Your holy and perfect and absolutely powerful name, Jesus Christ my Lord, Amen. Through You, we already have the victory. Please deliver me from that toxic place, if it is Your will, and place me somewhere else. I thank you for being the awesome, loving God that you are and I know you hear my desperate pleas for help. I pray that you give me favor in their minds and hearts, and that you convict their hearts to soften towards me and be kinder and fairer. I have never been this ill and stressed out in my life and my health and heart and mind cannot take it anymore. It is a harmful, negative, critical atmosphere and I really don’t want to be there anymore, Lord, even though I love the job and my students. He is hurting me through her and her boss, the head of our department. I have a hard time as I’ve been targeted, harassed and abused for over 2 years and my supervisor is being led by the devil. Your ways and thoughts are not ours, and I am to trust You. Perhaps there is a reason you want me to be in that office, in that department, and forgive me, but I do not understand what it is. Holy Lord God and Father, You are all powerful and all knowing and I love You and need You, so much. Late in the day, they submitted a retirement notice I will talk with this person tomorrow to see if there is anything that will help them to stay, but if they must leave, I pray that this individual find peace and I pray that they find success and happiness. After several attempts to convince them, I told the person never to tell me what *I* think, but to ask and I would be happy to tell them what I think. After several attempts to reassure this individual (the individual was on leave for a day and I wanted to ease some of the load when they returned) and attempt to defuse the situation, the individual several times told me that I had done this out of malice. A person I supervise (a fine, hard-working, conscientious person – too rare, in my opinion) approached me today with the notion that I had taken some tasks of theirs with the intent of making a point that they were taking too long to perform the task. Please pray for me and those I work with. It is more than a year since my prayer last year and I ask: Eloi, eloi lama sabachtani? I ask all this in the of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Please strengthen my faith as I now feel very despondent. I feel so helpless and ask for your wisdom and holy intervention. I love my work and am passionate about this programme. If these bosses are returned, I and my colleagues may be forced to resign from work to maintain ourhonour. I am asking that our almighty Father should please hear my plea and not forsake me and my colleagues. But it seems from reading of the situation that odds are stacked in their favour. An opportunity has arrived for these bosses to be moved to other programmes thus creating an opportunity for less corrupt people to take the programme forward. I have been in prayer throughout the year asking for God’s intervention but up to now nothing significant had happened. On the 6th Feb 2013 I made a prayer request for protection against my work bosses that have been bought and bribed not to halt the implementation a very important a social protection programme that would benefit the poorest in my country. Plea to God not Forsake me in my work crisisĭear God, I feel so vulnerable, despondent and forsaken.
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorWrite something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview. ArchivesCategories |